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It's been a while, Deviants.
I haven't written in forever. Not much to say. Quite a bit's been going on but nobody reads these really anyways. I might as well be on hiatus from this dying site. Therefore, Talk to me personally if you really want to talk. Because I don't see much point in writing something no one will read.
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Happy Howlidays!
So, it's still Christmas eve here, but still. MERRY CHRISTMAS/HAPPY HANUKKAH/KWANZAA/WHATEVERTHEHELLELSETHEREIS.
I opened some of my presents. they're pretty badassical. But I wanna know what YOU guys got!! :D
Deep Sigh...
Ugh. I've been doing pretty good lately, considering I'm at my mom's. Is this what it feels like to not be depressed? Idk. I feel like i'm out of my element. Like even my emotions feel awkward and out of place.
I forgot how much I missed my doggies. And me and my mom are getting along pretty well. She offered to let me back in with her today. If it's gonna be like this, and I can have all my friends back, I'd consider it. But I know it's just not in my or my mother's nature to be complacent with each other. It might be smooth sailing for a while, but I'd be skating on this ice. And I live in Colorado. Ice melts fast. I've never been more mis
Not much purpose to this.
I'm not sure why I write these anymore. This site is dead, and nobody reads these anyways.
Oh well.
So that one guy I met won't talk to me. Period. He says he's going through a rough time and won't talk to anyone, but I know that's a damn lie. I wish he would just tell me to fuck off or something. An official closing. Because this waiting around is constantly in the back of my mind. Shadowing me. And it's fucking with my depression and anxiety something fierce.
My mother is being two faced and a bitch, as always. I don't regret moving the fuck out a single bit. But when I look at my old room, the memories of the violence and screaming
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You're very welcome. lol I'm glad you like it.